{"id":3377,"date":"2026-05-03T11:49:16","date_gmt":"2026-05-03T09:49:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/rowing-through-clay\/"},"modified":"2026-05-03T15:28:14","modified_gmt":"2026-05-03T13:28:14","slug":"rowing-through-clay","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/rowing-through-clay\/","title":{"rendered":"Rowing through clay"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Some days feel like this for me. They\u2019re unbelievably tough\u2014mainly because I feel like everything, even the smallest things, is exhausting. Nothing really motivates me then. Everything feels bleak, heavy, and dark. I often feel alone.     <\/p>\n\n<p>A lot of other people feel exactly the same\u2014and yet completely differently. It\u2019s an illness more individual than a fingerprint. It comes and goes\u2014but never really. Wrapped in shame. Stigmatized, and misunderstood. Depression.     <\/p>\n\n<p>I don\u2019t want us to be ashamed of it. Or is anyone ashamed of a broken leg? &#8230;if I could, I\u2019d ask my friends to draw on my cast. But there\u2019s no cast for us.   <\/p>\n\n<p>I want all of us to take good care of ourselves and each other. Self-care matters. Because, like everyone else, we have to function again every single day.  <\/p>\n\n<p>It\u2019s important not to lose sight of the beautiful and important things. Our anchors in life. Family. Friends. Hobbies. Nature.     <\/p>\n\n<p>After my family, I found anchors in pottery and nature-focused photography.<\/p>\n\n<p>Others write or paint. Ride horses. Have pets. Volunteer. Do crafts.    <\/p>\n\n<p>Everyone can find something that gets them through the day\u2014with small and big moments. <\/p>\n\n<p>If this speaks to you, I want to tell you: You are valuable and irreplaceable. You are not alone. You will find help. You will get through the day.   <\/p>\n\n<p>Depression can be treated well, and it\u2019s possible to live a good life with it. Accept help! <\/p>\n\n<p>If you\u2014or someone around you\u2014has suicidal thoughts, you can find help here: <\/p>\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-pullquote has-text-align-left\"><blockquote><p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.telefonseelsorge.de\/sorgen-themen\/suizidpraevention\/\">https:\/\/www.telefonseelsorge.de\/sorgen-themen\/suizidpraevention\/<\/a><br\/>By phone, day and night:<br\/>0800 1110111<br\/>0800 1110222<br\/>116 123<br\/>Also for other concerns.<\/p><cite>Source: Telefonseelsorge.de<\/cite><\/blockquote><\/figure>\n\n<p>You can also find more information here:<br\/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de\/wissen\/was-ist-eine-depression\">https:\/\/www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de\/wissen\/was-ist-eine-depression<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some days feel like this for me. They\u2019re unbelievably tough\u2014mainly because I feel like everything, even the smallest things, is exhausting. Nothing really motivates me then. Everything feels bleak, heavy, and dark. I often feel alone. A lot of other people feel exactly the same\u2014and yet completely differently. It\u2019s an illness more individual than a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3378,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[167],"tags":[5044],"class_list":["post-3377","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-general","tag-self-care"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3377","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3377"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3377\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3380,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3377\/revisions\/3380"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3378"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3377"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3377"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kayhelena.work\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3377"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}